Only you

Hugging you goodbye is the hardest thing I have to do,
I can’t stand to wait another three months to hold you,
I know you’ll call and send love letters,
But sometimes they just aren’t enough,
I knew from the moment we meet,
You were different from the rest,
When all the others let me down and made me cry,
You were the one there cheering me up,
Nobody seems to understand our relationship,
But I know you and I do,
Even though we live so far apart,
I can’t imagine my life without you now,
You’re my best friend and my perfect match,
I don’t even care that I have to wait to be with you,
Because I know I could wait forever for only you

Without Him

Mii heart is broken but it won't mend,
Mii mind is jumbled but it won't lend,
Me the knowledge i need.
"I need him so badly," i plead.But no1 hears what i say,
Idk how to keep mii heart at bay,
I need him.
I lov him.
Idw b withowt him.
I lov him to much to leave,
But i musn't grieve,
Over him.
So i'll go on withowt him as mii days & mii heart grow dim.

Didn't mean to hurt you badly
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem's within me
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got in the pains to remain

Refrain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for a while before I give my heart away

Chorus
Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for a while before I give my heart away
Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for a while before I give my heart away

Now I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with mr. wrong
Learning from the past, don't wanna make mistake
You could be mr. right or could be a fake

I hate you

I'm getting tired of all the hiding
I'm getting tired of all the crying
If you really loved me you would everone know that you were my man!
If you really cared you'd show them all
If you really wanted ta b my man you wouldn't keep your love for me a secert
If you really loved me I wouldn't cry wen I looked into your eyes
I'm done hiding
I'm done crying
What you feel is not love
You don't care
I hate you!!!

How can I live without you

How can I live without you
your like a dream come true,
I always dreamed of being with someone like you,
I don't know how I could go threw everyday of my lifeknowing that i can never have you,
never be aible to hold you again
I would probably spend every waking moment of my life
crying, wishing to be by your side.
I hope we never part, but when we do,
I hope you'll always remember me for,
I will never stop loving you...

Feelings

Feelings aren't something that you write down and you think they go away.

You have to not only write them down but voice them if you don't then you

can't tell them how you trully feel. Sometimes people are thinking you just

wrote it down just to write them down.

Love without wanting

It's been years. I was over you or at least thought that I was...
I taught my heart to pretend, I've learned how to reside in somebody else's heart.
I guess I was happy knowin' that I took a step out of my obsession with that one sided romance.

I felt with you. I rearranged my life, my decisions and my perception in love...
It was nice to know that I've achieved what I have always thought that I couldn't...
but...
Out of nowhere, your memories filled my head... didn't know why or how it could have existed once again..
But it was there.. no matter how I try to tell myself that you're no longer listed in my heart, your there and will always be there..my love for you will always be there....
Even though it's unwanted and unexpected but it goes on and on and on....

A Point in Everyones Life

There comes a point in everyone’s life when they’re too tired of loving someone but too much in love to give them up. No, not tired of loving them but just emotionally drained. They know the smart thing would be to just give them up. It would…But it'd be like losing the will to live when they do. No that’s too dramatic. It’d be like a couple of month’s hibernation. Everything inside of you just says there’s nothing else you can do. It’s all them now and you’re petrified because you’ve never put so much of yourself in someone’s hands, but everything else says… You’re meant to be together… Don’t give up. You want so badly to believe that… You really do, but it’s like there are no happy ever afters that you can see... no silver linings... and you’re thinking what the heckl is left? You answer yourself. That there’s nothing left, but you have that nagging feeling that there’s more to it...so you sort of let yourself get dragged along.

crushing on you

Boy I got a crush on you
Can't you see
I talk about you all the time
I just can't get you out of my mindI think about you night n day
I dream about you being mine someday
You might think its crazy
But it's just the truth

Boy I'm in love with you

My friends say I'm obsessed
But that aint true
Cause when I'm around you
I get these feeling that my love is true

Because when I'm around you boy I know I'm in love with you

But when I'm not near you
I'm missing you
You might think it's crazy
But it's the truth

Boy I'm in obsessively in love with you

No one got feelings for you like I do
N' you know its true
Cause when were together
Everything is perfect I just know its true

Because boy you know I'm in love with you

Who is she?

She is my music
The sound of the light
The flower's honey
The mistical dream
She is my life

She is my mask
My face and my soul
She is my shadow
My link
My message

She is my life


She goes on
While I am happy
I become sad
When she goes out

Emptiness

You watch as she passes,
what do you see?
Nothing more than a reflection,
of what she pretends to be.

Look how she laughs,
her face filled with a smile.
Inside she's just saying,
"pretend for a while."

Look into her eyes,
You'll never see her tears.
The pain that she's hidden,
for so many years.

Look into her heart,
you'll see parts are dead.
She's used to the absence.
You watched as it bled.

Look at her memories,
none of them good.
She can't wipe them away,
You wish that she could.

You see how she's feeling,
She's screaming inside.
You witness the secrets,
She's forced to hide.

You long to see her happy,
to see the laughter in her eyes.
She knows how to fake it,
she'll fill your head with lies.

You know she'd never tell you,
that your deeds are done in vain.
She know's you'd never ask,
if there's even anything to gain.


Her pain has taken over.
there's nothing you can do.
You can see her,
but she can't see you.

True friend always remain

A Friend is someone who listens to without judging you right or wrong, good or bad, and gently helps you define your thoughts to regain perspective. When you feeling bad about yourself, a Friend is there to remind you all of those positive qualities you may have forgotten.When you share with a Friend, decision-making become easier and problems seem less critical. A Friend gives you the priceless gift of time: time to share, to try out new ideas and rethink old ones. No matter how often you're together, you discover dimensions of yourself through the bonds and the mirror of friendship. A Friend loves you for who you are, not what you do. Feeling so accepted, you are able to set higher goals, try harder, and achieve more. Through close Friendship, you learn the fine art of giving. You expand, become more selfless, feel more deeply, and help more effectively. Seeing the happiness you bring to another person gives you a greater sense of well-being and increases your capacity to love. Wherever you go in life, whatever stage or place you reach, a friend who has entered your soul is always with you...gently guiding, faithfully following, and ever walking beside you.

The person you make me

It’s everything you’d teach Me

Has me wondering

If these intentions

Start to mention

Merciless words thrown together

Dust collects on the surface

Is my heart something you don’t use anymore

Something you don’t Have any use for…

Wait now

something just isn’t right

My heart on the inside

Locked down tight

No not I

Not even I can get within

There’s no telling what I’ve felt

No idea what its lets in

I don’t want to fall away

So polish off the surface

Pretend everything is okay

You make I

I don’t know what I am

I is not me

But I is who you make me

I’ve lost all recognition

Of this movement

Of this beat

An inside infection

Bringing defeat

I inhale the deepest breath of you

Pulling poison through

Like ivy fire

Through veins’ desire

To carry on

Quick and uncontrolled

I take over

Slow and unnoticed

What is happening to me

Something you’d never see

A hold on me

I take in the sharpest pain

Razors name

Signed yours truly

Lips blue freeze

Bringing ease

And teasing those who correct me

I take over

And look to you

But you go walking through

Me and I alone

Locked outside

In this heartless home

alone

I used to gaze at the stars with you
i used to watch the planepass by with you
i used to stare at the moon beside you
i used to cry on your shoulders when i'm feeling blue

but where is it now
where are those sweet words of
I'll never leave you
all were lies. nothing was true


Now I'm alone sitting in this old rusty rocking chair
thinking of how a fool i was to believe you
how blinded i was not to see the real you
how insane i was to still keep on loving you
all those times al those memories, all those promises and all those
hopes. were nothing but mere sweet words to make me more fell for you
I've never should have trust you.
coz now here i am alone with nothing else to do but hate you....

Or the Other....

Hollow footsteps
Walk on these hollow floors
An empty house
Where once a spouse cried for forgiveness

I’m not the one
Who took it all away

You’re going to have to learn things on your own
Sometimes the hard way
Is the best way
To find out whom you are

you'll have to make a choice
between me and constant edges

I heard that person is in your life
Because you need them
And they need you
But eventually this emotional glue
That holds us together breaks

We live
We love
And move on in search there of

You were my best friend
My lover
The chemical in my head; Love
Was for no other

But where is the excitement
Where is that vibrant girl I knew
That could smile and make the sun shine through

My heart was yours
And yours was mine
But you’re striking liveliness
How lost its touch over time

When a dull blade only remains
I'm the one there to tell you
that you not the same

Let me apologize
Forgive me
I’ve lost the love harbored inside of me
Your beacon of light
No longer offers guidance
And I’m lost in a sea of sorrow

The ring of our life promise
Tarnished on fingers hesitant to close the doors
On a past life filled with
More joy than anyone one person could ever know

An addiction
Has no prediction
No promise can come from
The lies that you tell yourself

My heart holds your words close
And I pray
Please hold me in your thoughts
And tell me that you love me

Those marks on your arm show
That you’re not trying
Drying the surface of your face
Crying for me to open space in my heart

Only when you show me what you truly love
When you given up everything
And I’m still the one you think of

Will we be together

why

Why is it that I can sit here and clean
and only think of you
and why is it that sometimes I'll hear your voice
echoing inside my head when your not around
I wish that I knew the right words
that would make you fall in love with me
so we could be together forever
take care though
are the last words that you'll ever say to me
I wish that you didn't know the right words
that could break my heart so easily
Why is it when I close my eyes
your image is burned in the darkness of it all
and every time I go to sleep
I fall for you all over again
Why is it that at times I look at you
and my face turns so red
And when you speak at that point I barely hear you
why I can't breath
and why does it feel like my heart beats so hard
that you'll be able to hear it from across the room
why is it when you walk out the door to leave
it feels like you close your door to my life
and I'm on hold
why is it so easy to fall in love with you
and why is it that can't I get over you
there's something about you
that makes you perfect
And I don't seem the know the answer
when it's...you are staring me in the face
Why is it that I think about you
I think about you constantly
and I don't know why
Why is it that I can love you
and you can't just love me

I will Never forget

I will never forget the moments we share
or the day you started to care
I will never forget the way you make me feel
or the way you changed my appealI will never forget the way i feel comfort when im with you
or how you changed my world from black to blue
I will never forget the way you hold me tight
or the way you dont let me out of your sight
I will never forget the way you brighten up my life
or the way i wish to be your wife
I will never forget the way you whisper in my ear
or the way you say you will always be here
I will never forget the reason why i love you
or the way you say you love me to
I will never forget the days we have spent together
or the way we wish this will last forever

WHY CANT I TELL YOU THIS

I was walking down the street today
and started crying without a clue,
music playing in my ears and it hit me
im in love with you,

So your standing right beside me
standing by my side
im going to show you my true feelings
the ones i can no longer hide,

I've loved you since the day i met you
but never knew how to say
i think of you all the time
each and every day,

I cant stand to see you unhappy
i hate it when your blue
so many memories of you smiling
and me looking back at you,

So i say i will never hurt you
but thats a promise i cant keep
see there comes a time in life
when my soul must go to sleep,

I try to tell you how i feel every time i see you
but i don't know know what you will do
theres so many tears on this paper
i hope this gets through to you...

Heart Song

And the
words of the heart is one to know how much he is loved or does he strive for
the one to love him? For love is a tanned touch on his lips to her heart.

For skys that are so blue that his heart is
moved by her scent which is never forgotten for her love is like the bluest of
skys, in her eyes he will always be the one.

The heart
is only as deep as his sleep and love is forever, never torn apart.

As the body
shuts down, the heart keeps on and if she lives, the heart shall never bite
again.

For there
may be many storms, but he walks through and makes his way back to her arms.

I Did When I Didn't

When I Looked At You
It Ment I Like You

When I Said No
I Ment Yes

When I Thought About you
It Ment I Cared

When I Said I Didn't
It Ment I Did

When I Said I Couldn't
It Ment I Wanted To

When I Drempt About You
I Know It Was True

Cause When I Kissed You
I Knew I was Crazy About You

unhappy LOVE

Why did you have to move?
I do miss your brun, brun eyes
your sweet lips that tase like a candy.

Why did you to move?
I wish I could move with you
do you still remeber the funn we use to have?
will you still remeber my lips?

Why did you have to move?
I miss you soo much,
I don`t think anyone can make me feel like you do
will i ever see you again?

why did you have to move?

Without You

There is no sunny days
In a life without you
There is no happy face
With a dream untrue
There is no where to turn
With a heart abused
There is no way to learn
If I cant learn from you…

Do you believe in the summer time
That the sun wont gleam
I believe inside your mind
Your thinking of me
Do you believe in a world
Of lies coming true
Do you believe in this girl
That believes in you

There is no sunny days
In a life without you
There is no happy face
With a dream untrue
There is no where to turn
With a heart abused
There is no way to learn
If I cant learn from you…

Its hard to say
cause we’re barely breathing
Something always comes around
And tears down what I believe in
Because nothings actually wrong
And nothings actually right
Because with the lessons less long
You have a bigger fight
I’ll stand a debate
For a son of the less
If he will imitate
the person I regress
The person I confess
With a heart of gold
Making me suppress
Things he never told

There is no sunny days
In a life without you
There is no happy face
With a dream untrue
There is no where to turn
With a heart abused
There is no way to learn
If I cant learn from you…

History
And Passion
Are Mysteries
Everlasting
In your soul
And in my heart
Contain one hole
That tares us apart
But I know
There is no way to show
Or To let go
Of all these emotions
So I deny it
My tears are lying
Because your slowly dieing

There is no sunny days
In a life without you
There is no happy face
With a dream untrue
There is no where to turn
With a heart abused
There is no way to learn
If I cant learn from you…

trying…

Trying to find yourself in this dark place.
So many things running throught your head, not knowing which one to choose to help you finish the race.
Wanting to do so many things in this place, But you don’t know who will look down on you as if you’re a discrace. Don’t know who will look down on you as if you’re a discrace.
Needing this someone to listen and relate, but since they already have somone it seems too late.
Wanting to follow the way you feel, but you don’t want to make a wound that can’t heal.
Trying to be someting you’re not, just hoping they’re think you’re a little hot.
Doing everything you think is right, but it doesn’t change the fact that they’re not with you tonight.
Killing you inside to keep it in, but you don’t know who will think it’s a sin.
Wanting to find the right one to tell, just hoping they’ll understand enough to not think you’re going ot hell.
Trying to get them to trust you and open up, because you think they’re going through the same thing but don’t wanna give it up.

Hey people do let me know how it is…
it’s jus sort of prelude working on the final draft…
here it goes..

Life is about physical existence
Love is its core essence

Life is a maze, craving for the non-existant
Love is amazing, love is persistant

Life makes you think as prime
and the next instant it becomes boring
Love only increases with passing time
its the other name for sharing..caring

Life is about achieving something for own self
Love is sacrificing everything…its about being selfless

Life ends with your last breath
Love remains alive even after death.

I want you

I want to be the one you adore,
I want to be the one you live for,
The one that rocks your world,
So you don’t go looking for another girl,
I want to tell the whole world about us
I want to trust you with all my heart
I want to be the one that you shower with love
I want to be the one you’re always thinking of,
I want you always have and always will
I want to be with you forever and ever.