Love without wanting

It's been years. I was over you or at least thought that I was...
I taught my heart to pretend, I've learned how to reside in somebody else's heart.
I guess I was happy knowin' that I took a step out of my obsession with that one sided romance.

I felt with you. I rearranged my life, my decisions and my perception in love...
It was nice to know that I've achieved what I have always thought that I couldn't...
but...
Out of nowhere, your memories filled my head... didn't know why or how it could have existed once again..
But it was there.. no matter how I try to tell myself that you're no longer listed in my heart, your there and will always be there..my love for you will always be there....
Even though it's unwanted and unexpected but it goes on and on and on....